Friday, July 02, 2010

Aku yg tensen

Org dlm blog cite yg best22…aku manjang yg tensen aje…..but feel so sad…feel so stress, furthermore feel lied…..
Ermmm…agk2 smpai bila ya…..asyik lah tertekan with things yg mcm bgs ni!!!! My limit reach every time happened, but still thinking the best ever…..for everyone also….
Enough! That I told myself and environment but still my heart soft and its happened…again and again….
Mdm I…pls!!! don’t know to who I can express this, share the feeling share the anger so that I can release…may be only to u my sera home…can understand or at least patiently heard it although only my written on u….
Sometimes my believe on this situation lost till never want to believe to hear even to know….means lantak lah….but later when everything fine…again!!!
TENSEN GUA!!!
My advice, pls come back to ur root, our believe, remember ur responsibility to all to Dia the only one, to show the right way, then u’ll change, know which good which not.

What ever…..

Sunday, February 07, 2010

Gud bye UniKL..sob--sob--sob

Salam viewer...entry ni di tulis masa week aku masuk to a new place, tp x sempat2 nk post/nk edit..so layanzzzzzzz

Minggu ni..aku dalam saat kepincangan emosi...aku sayang sgt kat UniKL ni walaupun ramai yg mencari rezeki kat sini, tak happy staying here. Aku?? Well, aku happy stay here it just that I can't stand the travelling, commute from nilai to city center every day every week every month. Sedar tak sedar more than 3 yrs dh aku kat city campus ni...cam ne plak kata tak happy yekk..sedangkan boleh bertahan selama tu...

tapi ada rezeki yg terbuka untuk aku berhampiran dgn rumah, my home sweet home...very near compared to nak ke UniKL lah kan, but not so near as aku ke MFI dulu...but I'm happy coz so much money escp, tenaga dan masa can be saved. tau tak betapa byk I'm wasting my time dlm travelling jer, lps tu my commitment also down as my motivation gone with the 'jam'....tapi since there's a group of people kat UniKL tu that know how to appriacite my work, at least i can performance my task as best as i can.

Kepincangan emosi...??... ya lah..aku ni tak pernah keje tempat lain tau..since graduate from UPM in my eng degree in yr 2000. Blm convo dh start keje kat MFI...then 2003 aku smbng MAster kat UKM, thn depan nyer UniKL ambik MFI di bwhnya. Hujung tahn 2006, CNET (moment paling indh bg aku waktu bekerja, n the bonding antara kami staff CNET sgt kuat..i damn missed that moment)di pndah kan ke City Campus. Mula lah hidup baru bg aku. Aku xpenah drive to KL before, so aku decide to take commuter as that the only public trasport yg dkt dgn rumah n sampai ke kl.
But then, x tahan dah dgn karenah public transport (worse is comuter..selalu lah tak punctual, dah tu penuh bagai nk rak lah)..start travelling dgn keta...

klau nk ikt, mcm2 pengalaman keje di KL ni, act pengalaman tu lbh pada waktu perjlnan pergi dn blk tu.mcm2 karenah org dah mcm2 karenah diri sendiri...tapi klau tanpa pengalaman itu, life akan jd flat je..sbb tak pernah rasa kelainan dan kesusahan...so I'm glad, aku dipilih olehNya utk melalui dn merasai pengalaman itu. ia mmg benar2 beharga..sbb mengajar aku erti independat yg teramat tggi..n still i luv UniKL for being such a great place for me to work on..as ta lavista babe...